...Aku iN dA HaUzzz...

2011-03-09T03:07:00.001+08:00

i guess, i cant say out every single thing as much as i want to anymore.

with that, lets set some restrictions.

less is more right?

till e next unprivatised one..

2011-02-17T02:48:00.000+08:00

HEPPIE BURSTDAE BUSYUUUK!

Hope u like e "intro". hahaha.

See ya tmr. n PLEASE DONT CRANKY2 EHH!!! i smack u upside down 360deg then u know!

MUAHHHH! ♥

2011-02-12T02:21:00.001+08:00

tea.eye.arr.eee.dee.

2011-02-08T03:55:00.000+08:00

yes, honestly, i am not happy.

pretending is what we've been doing instead of SOLVING it.

but wait, how to solve it ehh at e first place?

tsk.

theres a limit to everything u know..

why cant i when u have been doing it all this while?

why must i when who've not even tried it once?

me selfish?

urself?

im expecting another one AGAIN tomorrow (mcm biase jgk).

we shall see.. different episode but still with the same storyline..

2011-01-29T01:48:00.002+08:00

hi, do u know that im sad?

now u know.

2011-01-24T13:33:00.005+08:00

"I'm sorry" is a statement. "I won't do it again" is a promise. "How do I make it up to you?" is a responsibility.

2011-01-24T03:01:00.002+08:00

2011-01-24T02:33:00.001+08:00

2011-01-21T01:14:00.000+08:00

u dont care.

2011-01-08T04:32:00.000+08:00

believe it or not, in so inspired! :))

modesty with a flair, Dina Toki-O.

lately, (actually it has been a few months already) ive been doing something secretly. in fact i just did it a few mins ago.

something which is good but which ive not been doing urh.

something that i want to do but scared to at the same time.

something that i will do someday in the future but im not sure when.

something that is nice..

n something which only my cat knows cus shes like forever with me in the room at night!

when the day comes..

2011-01-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

first n foremost,

CUTE KAAAAAN!!! :D

AND THIS!!!

I FINALLY FOUND IT!!

but i still dunno where i can get it :(

NNN,

i wanna try this can?

straw curls :D

2011-01-06T18:47:00.001+08:00

AND THIS

2011-01-02T02:28:00.003+08:00

So she avoids telling him what she's really
thinking and feeling about their relationship.
Instead, she starts to accept or downplay the
little disappointments she feels.
Until one day she finally wakes up and realizes
that she doesn't have the kind of relationship
she THOUGHT she would have with this man, and
she's just not happy with herself or the
situation.
And sometimes this "awakening" doesn't even
happen until after the man cheats or leaves.
Ouch.

2010-12-31T20:55:00.002+08:00

hellooo! im now walking with e crazy bunch to Pomo. pool again.

Anyways, in like a few hours time 2010 is gonna leave us. Happy or not im not too sure. I want a change, a fresh start but im kindof not ready to leave 2010 :S

Like 2009, 2010 was such a heartpainful one too. I guess i need to face this 2-3 times before its finally over ehh? NO PLEASE! But its ok now right jaja? *buang jauh2*

As for the future, everything is not according to plan. Sobsob. But i really hope that in Feb that thing will, yea i know u dont know will .... amin!

Ok, im getting irritated with e guys now! Jalan, dudok, jalan, dudok. Kiwak plan laaa! Tk habez2 bbual pasal dikir dikir dikir! Might as well korg buat training kan skrg???!! Pool full n thats why now we r sitting here outside pomo listening to their dikir stuffs =.=

Finally now, can jalan! Oklaa till im bored with them again. Or i guess i shall tweet, easier!

Goodbye my dear 2010 n 2011 please be good to me k!

O

apparels to go!

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2010-12-21T04:30:00.000+08:00

both of this tmr?

lets jommmm :D

I MISS HAVING BREAKFAST! :(

2010-12-21T03:19:00.000+08:00

tmr please jaja?

its been such a loooooong time since e last one :(

2010-12-19T05:27:00.000+08:00

seeking peace of mind.

2010-12-19T03:58:00.004+08:00

Sometimes there are things in our life that aren’t meant to stay. Sometimes change may not be what we want. Sometimes change is what we really need. And sometimes saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you’ll ever have to do, but sometimes it’s saying ‘hello again’ that breaks you down and makes you the most vulnerable person you’ll ever know. Sometimes change is too much to bear, but most of the time change is the only thing saving your life.

2010-12-19T03:11:00.000+08:00

"No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater...The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot."

2010-12-19T03:04:00.002+08:00

2010-12-17T04:51:00.002+08:00

It’s amazing. Some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence, and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they don’t know it.

2010-12-17T04:49:00.000+08:00

This is for all the jerks that have been telling a girl words that are to die for. You tell her, "You’d change for her. ” And you go behind her back, and freaking go against your word. You tell her, "You're the only one I talk to baby ” But in reality, you're texting a million other skanks, and telling them the same dang thing. You bring her out one day, hold her hand, give her a peck on the lips, hold her bag, and hold her by the waist. You show your friends your with her, but you stop texting / calling her after that day. You call her " my girl ” Which just makes her feel so good, when you got 2 or 3 other girls on the side too. This is for all thejerks, who’ve lied to women’s face, who’ve stopped talking to a women after a day, who’ve just cancelled a women outta their lives. Seriously?Grow up. We’ve been telling you jerk how much we hate getting hurt, and we freaking expect so much from you guys. We expect you guys to change, but do you? Negative. It’s sad because it spoils all the other guys who’d want a chance with these girls. They’d have to work harder, because the girl’s afraid she’d get played again. Two words for guys like this: Screw You.

2010-12-17T03:39:00.001+08:00

Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl’s heart, its much, much, much more than you know it affected her? That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong? That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can’t because they’re very beautiful memories to keep? That she can’t throw away the gifts and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? That whenever she thinks of the “I love you” words you told her, she mutters “I love you, too” but realizes she can’t say it anymore? That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes? NO. You don’t know what it feels like. You don’t know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled. And its taken very seriously because, once a girl loves, a girl really loves.

2010-12-17T03:19:00.004+08:00

Being a teenager is hard, harder than some can imagine, harder than someone can remember. It’s those years you’ll never forget, though you sometimes wish you could wipe away. They seem to last forever, but when you look back, they went by so fast. Being a teenager is falling in love too fast and too hard, talking for hours on the phone to your bestfriends. Being talked about and talking about others, it’s being guilty when your innocent, its about standing out and fitting in. It’s when you have a million questions that will never be answered. Being a teenager isn’t something you can really describe. We all have our tough times and our cat fights. Everyone goes through something, but being a teenager, that’s when you feel everything at once. When you’re in love, you’re really in love. When you hate someone, you despise someone. When you’re lonely, you’re miserable. Being a teenager is something you have always got to go through and its the best and worst years of your life. Being a teenager isn’t anything, its everything. It isn’t a big deal,it’s a HUGE deal; and while you’re being a teenager, you ought to live it up because this is the one chance, the one time, you’ll be young, and free and careless; because you are only young once. So screw it up because in the end, no one gets out alive anyway.

just my luckkk kn?

2010-12-16T04:14:00.000+08:00

e fact that i cant do it unto others but others keep doing it to me is so UNFAIR.

they say, do not do onto others what u do not wants others to do onto u, but how now?

UNFAIR.

indeed.

2010-12-08T04:22:00.003+08:00

salam maal hijrah pple!

its a new year!

to make changes from bad to good, a starting point of a new live, also evaluation of ones inner self.

an important day for a muslim, but yet, some dont bother neither do they respect it anymore.

ok, im contradicting myself =.=

i regret whatever i did today :S

(ohh jaja, i dont think this is e first time u have said that. regret, but after sometime buat lagi =.=)

anywaysss, a visit to e prison e other day was an eye opening.

touched my heart n yes a lot of knock-knockings on my head~

- always remember that whatever we have in not permanent
- n regarding about love, even a true pure love yg sanggop terjun diri whatever shit can change in SPLIT second

praying to god that i wont be one of those, neither e opposite. amin.

to be a better human being plus whatever i doa-ed for is what i wish for this hijrah.
may He give me e strength to do so :))

2010-12-03T03:50:00.000+08:00

if you know wak amin.

this is life.

2010-12-02T03:52:00.003+08:00

uhuh. same case always for anyone.

similarly, no one appreciate what they have until its GONE.

TSK. human!

take things in life for granted. get so used to having certain things they either forget or never learn what it takes to have what they have. think it is highly unlikely that they will lose it, confident nak mampos.

but, when that day comes, they lose it, baru nak regret -_____________-''

a lot of men dont appreciate the good women and (so as to be fair laa kn) a lot of woman dont appreciate the good guys as well.

saddening but true.

good girl gets a jerk, good guy gets a bitch.

kesian kan the good ones? the jerk and bitch are just too selfish thinking about themseleves.

tak berhati perut.

btw, something random.

heard of lelaki ader 1 nafsu 9 akal, perempuan ader 9 nafsu 1 akal.

it may sound negative to e girls but a "wuhooo" to the guys.
BUT THE FACT IS,

lelaki gunakan all their 9 akal untuk MENGUATKAN their 1 nafsu.

get it kn?

perempuan pulak, thou they only have 1 akal, they use their 9 nafsu untuk MENGUATKAN their akal.

bila akal lelaki disatukan dengan akal wanita, maka genaplah ia menjadi 10 akal = KEKUATAN

bila nafsu lelaki disatukan dengan nafsu wanita, maka genaplah ia menjadi 10 nafsu = KEHIDUPAN

KEHIDUPAN needs KEKUATAN, but only with a little KEKUATAN, KEHIDUPAN manusia menjadi pelbagai rupa; berubah.

fuhh, is this really me? bbual mcm nie? lol.

but its true right?

fikir-fikirkan lah..

selamat malam :)

apa maciam?

2010-12-02T01:48:00.002+08:00

saddening but true..

2010-11-29T03:34:00.000+08:00

“In this modern society, relationships are so full of fakes. It is more like a hunter and a trapper. The trapper thought she caught a big fish, one day realizing, what she had really caught was a stinking big fish, meanwhile the hunter thought he caught a victim, when in actual fact, he, himself,was the victim.”

TIML.

2010-11-24T00:13:00.000+08:00

today, i learned that tak guna make someone do what u like but they on e other hand have something else in mind.

yes it will make u happy, getting to do what u want, but at e end of e day u wont be as happy as u thought u would be. e expression given, being "forced", wanting to press e next button to proceed to what they wanna do instead, blablabla, all those things will then make u realise yang kau rupenye tengah happy sorg2, dier tk happy n end up kau tk happy jugak. n a lil guilty for "forcing"?

i will bear this in mind :))

on a LAGI heavier note, i is so confuse!!!

:((

should i go for what ive been wanting? but its only in feb. or should i proceed with this? cus im not sure myself if i gonna get thru it in feb.

HAIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

yerpz!

2010-11-15T01:47:00.000+08:00

I was doing this random survey on fb n i came across this question

mcm nak tuka jek to "ohh, hellooo~"

hahahahahaha.

e shocking moment ever in my life!

2010-11-10T02:33:00.001+08:00

leaving me again for e THIRD time this year.

BYE ARH!!

F U!

2010-11-07T01:23:00.000+08:00

im hurt, hurt by someone i barely talk to, whom i dont even have e number, whom i just know by name n by stories which im not even sure of its fact or is it just a made up by someone, hurt buy a "F"OA"F".

F U! HEAR ME? F U!

thou it not clear cut, i trust this intuition of mine.

this INTUITION which i tried so hard to not feel it "those days" but was all proven true.

this time round ive chosen to believe it right away, not wanting to repeat e same mistake.

AND ITS FKING KILLING ME!! (again)

go have another life will u? make one! create one! WITHOUT affecting people's!

i DONT LIKE to hate people.

PLEASE!!!

ouch?

2010-11-04T04:09:00.002+08:00

On FB tonight..

"Past is experience, Present is experiment and Future is expectation.
Use your experience in your experiments to achieve your expectations."

"tell me if there's any point getting hurt over something you cant change. the past."

"Forget the past, its a new future soon. ;)"

‎"Life is about moving on and not about dwelling on the past.
It is about accepting the situations."

APE HAL NIEE???

okay, nampak sangat aku makan cili and aku tengah merasa nye skrg =.=

A new book..

2010-11-04T00:18:00.005+08:00

Prayed to Him all night long asking for his guidance and i guess, this is it.
Decision made.
And it was only today that i told AB bout it.
Someone who dont really fancy telling people bout her life plan, did it today.
Maybe that particular incident knocked some sense into me?

Though the decision made DOES NOT sound positive AT ALL, i guess this is the right thing to do for now.
I shall not be selfish and let those who need it more have their chance.

Plans have been drafted, a new fresh start.
Hopefully i will be strong enough to face whats coming.

"One that asks the Creators' guidance in a matter, and consults with His creation, then acts deliberately would never regret his action."

Insyallah :)

Massive puffy red eyelids.

2010-11-02T14:41:00.001+08:00

Those words pierced my heart.

Really, it DID.

We shall see how it goes for this feeble girl in a few hours time..

2010-10-20T01:30:00.001+08:00

If you desire to keep (or renew) that first date spark, you should never stop dating and courting the one you love, no matter how long you have been together.

just got over it?

2010-10-20T00:25:00.002+08:00

When infatuation wears off, respect is what takes its place.
If he doesn't respect you, you are better off without him.

ure really lovely underneath it all NOT.

2010-10-19T02:37:00.002+08:00

i thought its all over, case close and that i dont have to think bout it anymore, but maybe not just yet..

or NEVER?

tsk.

my back it hurts again, it aches like history..

I DONT WANNA PLAY THESE GAMES NO MORE!

2010-10-16T01:20:00.001+08:00

n yes, i did something stupid today in e train.

i cried..

-____________________________-''

cus i couldnt take e pain.

this is e worst ever! da la lambat, mcm &^%$#%^&* pulak tuu! n for that, i had to buy some pills for e first ever time which pathetically cost me 7bucks! what a waste? ive never needed all that.

n also today, i didnt pickup any of yatts call for idk what reason. (nothing got to do with e next story k..)

anyways, yatt did something yesterday. something that "idk what to say" right infront of my face. yes LITERALLY infront. he turned to his right, putting his face right infront of mine to say "heyluuu~" *in u noe i noe his cheeky way* to a girl whos walking towards our direction.

ohh wells :))

another baking session tomorrow?

we shall see..

thirteenth.

2010-10-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

13th without u..

the 1st few..

2010-10-05T03:59:00.004+08:00

was clearing my lappy cus member nye otak da nazak, only 11.2 GB space left n i found this video taken by yatt. we were webcam-ing in class n it was my team's turn to present.

aper motive amek nie video pon aku tk tau..

*thinking back those days*

i want to laugh can?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

KBYE!

HEEEE :D

2010-10-02T04:01:00.000+08:00

NEW SHOES paaaaaa? heeheehee :D

but pantat kn? cookie monster nyer lawa, oscar nyer pon ok, part elmo- SIMPLE. grrrrrrrrr!!!

http://wildammo.com/2010/06/01/fresh-and-unique-designs-painted-on-nike-shoes/

fikir-fikirkan lah yer..

2010-09-29T04:43:00.001+08:00

sometimes i dont get it.

couples fought over someone, gado2, then apologies n all, things get back to normal or even better, but then after sometime, gado balek bout e same thing.

-________-''

maybe some tak buat balek as terok as last time urh, but still bothers to know bout that person's life n all, comment2, like2 at fb, blablablaa. *roll eyes*

for some, maybe all this is nothing urh, but hello, is jaga-ing ur partner's feeling nothing to u?

i know its like, stakat tu ajer kn? but still, u guys fought bout that person before n for sure ur partner will be "sensitive" bout it even just a lil bit la bodoh.

abeh nnti, da tau gini, buat sorok2 laa pulak. cummon urh, get a life, perangai tkmo GELOJOH ehh!

minah + achi

2010-09-28T02:56:00.000+08:00

2010-09-24T03:18:00.005+08:00

Your work is goin to fill a large part of ur life and the only way to be truly satisfied, is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking, don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking, don’t settle. - Steve Jobs

2010-09-24T01:18:00.005+08:00

She’s the type of girl who responds to guys who smile at her because she wants to be friendly. She is the type of girl who stare hard at the board when she does not understand what the teacher is teaching. She is the type of girl who acts like a kid because she misses her childhood. She is the type of girls who rather gets hurt by truths than lies. She is the type of girl who wishes for good things for people she loves. She is the type of girl who stay loyal to one guy when she learns how to love. She is the type of girl who hold on to memories even if it hurts. She is the type of girl I am..

1st.

2010-09-21T04:03:00.001+08:00

though we've raya-ed twice,

this was our FIRST ever raya outing together.

FIRST time jumpe each other in raya outfit,

FIRST time dpt jln same2,

FIRST by left.

hoping for more..

1st anny.

2010-09-21T03:31:00.006+08:00

since it falls on raya eve, kite celebrate lambat siket..

sampai jek i was like "oh shit! oh shit! oh shit! luckyy!!!" in my heart cus theres a leftfoot bag with him.

I BOUGHT HIM SOMETHING FROM LEFTFOOT (so kire mcm, u noe i noe laa kn, tk nk same2 gitu)

all e way bag sorrok laa ehh.

his, cover with tuala..

mine, cover dgn cardigan..

(i brought another bag, e actual one simpan, so mcm tk obvious gitu urh, hehh)

watched Going the Distance..

dinner at Tiffany, Furama..

1st gift from him..

1st gift for him..

sukeee sngt tngok dier SMILE! :D

2nd gift for him..

time kat leftfoot, i was blamed/scolded/angry-ed at cus e last pair was sold out.

padehal i was e one who bought it, sedih u noe kene mara! hahaha..

2nd gift from him..

nie paling tk expect langsong, ingt ader satu jek..

SUKE BANGEEEEEET!!! :D

tp yg lagi suprise, dlm perot elmo ader box..

lagi tk expect..

*dignose dalam2*

mine

his

mcm not fair kan for him, dier kasi mcm2 but i only gave these :S

thanks ehh awak, nnti kite mkn dominos k k k?

dah one year, lobang idong pon makin besar, we shall see its kebesaran next year lak k, hehe.
kbye.

fauuunnn.

2010-09-19T04:58:00.001+08:00

found these at one of e folders in my lappy..

LOOK AT KHOLIQUE"S HAIR!!!

ah beng ehh!!! back in 2008 kn nie?

(mcg's sentosa outing)

NAMPAK TAK TUU ON E RIGHT???

kiwakkk, fike mane nyer vogue urh gitu??? pecah siolss! hahaha!

(year 2's flames award)

SKINNY MINNY!!!

skinny me with skinny jeanssss!

ader blue, turquiose, maroon, mane nak?

hahahahahahhahahahhaha.

nie belom gambar2 yg SUPER KENTAL lagi nie!

*cover face*

KBYE!

bunye!

2010-09-14T02:50:00.002+08:00

my hair like that one arh?

*yakdussh*

idk seh..

2010-09-12T03:38:00.000+08:00

hmm, i guess so?

really not sure why, but yes, i feel different at times.

happy? sad? angry? jealous? disappointed?

sumpah idk.

kbye.

nutella!

2010-09-05T04:27:00.002+08:00

n so, finally, for e first time,

JAJA BUAT KEK TAPAK KUDAAA~

n time nk go buy e eggs,

aunty: ur anak uh? (referring to mariah)

me: no laa, sister.

aunty: pretty uh u.

NO LINK KN???

-_____________________________-''

at least anak still acceptable urh. but i wont forget this one time, e maid kat rumah tepi tangga level one tu tny..

her: udah lama di sini?

me: yaa.

her: brapa tahun?

me: hmm, dari kecil.

her: ohh, org singapur ya rupanya.
PANTAT KN!

do i look like an indonesian maid??

do i even look like indonesian at e first place? hahaha. *yakdussh*

i wanna do another kek tapak kuda again. bole kerat kepala that this one wont last till raya. tngok ajerr~

n oh ohhh!

TOMORROW!

is e day!

after going to 35 shops just now!

hopefully its gonna turn out as what i want it to be.

amin!

wuhooo~

2010-09-04T06:19:00.000+08:00

i love diva!!!

2010-09-01T05:31:00.000+08:00

hidup,

bukan untuk mendapatkan semua yang kita inginkan.

hidup,

adalah untuk menentukan pilihan,

atau tidak memiliki pilihan sesama sekali.

:D

2010-08-27T16:03:00.000+08:00

this is e SHIT!!!

small heart.

2010-08-27T03:14:00.000+08:00

dunno if u get it or not after all that.

e point i mean.

14th post before this.

2010-08-26T01:57:00.000+08:00

Every woman needs love as every plant needs light and heat; yet there are plants which thrive better in shaded nooks than in the broad sunlight, and there are other plants which bloom their brightest in the artificial warmth of the hot-house.

2010-08-24T01:01:00.000+08:00

A: this year raya aper colour?

Me: ntah. not even thinking bout it.

B: baju raya da beli?

Me: baju ehh? tah. tk beli urh rasenye.

C: bestnye nak raya..
Me: ahh.

not looking forward for anything.

asalkan puasa, tu lagi penting kn? hurr.

no colour theme, no new baju, no new kasot in mind.

but hair, YES :D

hello there.

2010-08-23T02:11:00.003+08:00

can someone answer my curiosity?

http://twothursdays.wordpress.com/?
whose is it?

do u remember?

2010-08-22T03:05:00.004+08:00

exactly a year ago.

2010-08-22T01:59:00.000+08:00

If you spend too long holding on to the one who treats you like an option, you’ll miss finding the one who treats you like a priority.

nothing.

2010-08-20T01:09:00.000+08:00

if thats e fact, then i dont mind.

but what if its not?

had it once, had it twice, not thrice ohh please.

it hasnt been nice neither has it been right.

y? dunno?

dunno? y?

*silence*

e feeling inside is unhealthy n i dont wish to feel this way any longer,

neither to feel what ive felt before.

dear god, please help me n show me e way in making e right decision.

im not prepared for e w.... :(

hehh.

2010-08-18T01:40:00.001+08:00

syafie naswip.
lastest artist "remuk" :D

geram ajer.

2010-08-17T02:36:00.002+08:00

aku yg nak reserve dah tk bole, cik man yg dah dpt, tk nk pulak.

-__________-''

if only its already 25th september :'(

theft prevention.

2010-08-16T22:46:00.001+08:00

geram ajer aku!

*yakdussh*

tapi sayaaang.

bonchetto!

2010-08-16T02:43:00.003+08:00

like me. hahaha.

huh.

2010-08-16T01:51:00.001+08:00

ermmm. whats wrong with this pic?

talam dua muka.

2010-08-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

from now on, i will make a black n white of EVERYTHING.

from, zapping e punch card, to making them sign what they've agreed to.

-_______________________________-''

hopeless.

2010-08-15T01:57:00.000+08:00

confused n totally have no idea of what to stop n where to start or just continue.

i want this, but im not doing what im suppose to.

i dont want that, but im doing this n that.

=.=

super pathetic.

not with me.

2010-08-14T02:12:00.000+08:00

which gave me aches,

which made me not looking forward for it this year.

n yes, i'll never forget that day.

2010-08-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

I’m not saying girls are perfect, because we all know that’s not true. But why be unfaithful to her if she was true to you? - 2Pac

advance.

2010-08-10T23:23:00.005+08:00

we had an advance celebration for our eleventh since e actual day falls on national day.

dinner at the manhattan fish market like finally kn?

CREAMYYY garlic butter mussels.

flaming prawns~

manhattan's seafood platter for two..

e sauce on e prawn was AWESOMEEEE i tell you..

and we end it with a HUGE mudpie..

*burp*

thou we only had a simple celebration,
e most important thing is that we were there,
together.
and that was enough.
:))

11.

2010-08-09T00:03:00.001+08:00

despite the challenges faced, we are still here together.

happy eleventh ♥

2010-08-07T02:03:00.000+08:00

So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s going to be really hard; we’re gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me… everyday.

)(&^%$#$%^&()

2010-08-06T04:54:00.011+08:00

sumpah no mood.
e application, itu ini, yang kau belom buat2 lagi, yg wish da tk menjadi, dgn connection yg carik pasal.
fucked up.

PECAH!

2010-07-30T02:04:00.004+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA!!!

pecah!

2010-07-30T01:09:00.004+08:00

2010-07-30T01:01:00.000+08:00

awww~

waiting..

2010-07-29T23:45:00.001+08:00

how bout that?

2010-07-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

2010-07-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

when?

2010-07-29T16:28:00.000+08:00

elmo ader tk?

2010-07-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

super cute!

nak tapi tak boleh jage, how? haha

2010-07-29T14:54:00.001+08:00

yellow telah dimadulkan. too bad :(

morning with ♥

2010-07-18T00:09:00.011+08:00

nose to nose, soft kisses, hugs, stroking of hair, sharing of dreams.
i slept n woke up with that favorite scent n warmth ♥

if only ure as soft n lovely as this morning everyday, every moment.

oh no!

2010-07-13T01:22:00.001+08:00

kenape some people eh, knows what is wrong but pretend not to n then ask why, whats wrong. tsk.

gak perlu sok innocent ya. yg benar kamu ngak tau kenapa?

on e other hand, there goes my pixon8. goodbye baby.

n with that i need to use e budget phone. yg org ckp "hp ns" tuu. but lucky, that was only for a few hours. bought a replacement battery for my previous phone n now, it back n kicking. not touch screen unlike my pixon, so yea, getting use to it. ngade2 kn jaja! =.=

boring train journey back home (since no pixon = no mp3) was spend deleting old msges. laughed at myself for being such an idiot. reading those msges now, its VERY CLEAR that everything was not right back then. "daisy" was even mentioned n i just? bodo, bodoo. hahaha! thank god that im here n not stuck there now. i prefer now. thou not that perfect or good, similar happenings, shits n stuff, its still BETTER n im blessed :))

hoping for a better, non clumsy, happy day tmr. nytes!

i feel e distance..

2010-07-07T16:19:00.011+08:00

Things are kind of different now other than e part where we ALWAYS fight. But even so, sometimes, we just cant be bothered to fuss over things anymore. Go back, appear offline or go to sleep would be the choice to get out of e situation.

Sometimes I feel that im a hypocrite. E night before, I might curse n grumble cus we fight, cus u get on my nerves, saying I hate u and stuff. But e next morning, I just wish to wake up with u being next to me. So that I can hug u, kiss u n smell my favourite scent right away without e trouble of having to get out of e bed first.

I guess, u should know me by now. I may not say it, but for sure, little things do matters to me.
Like those touch.

Maybe im too demanding. Asking for this n that when I myself am hopeless in delivering to u what u want. Or maybe im just e kind who take things for granted. Who will only do something after getting my part.

Paranoid? Tell me who wouldn’t.

Giving up doesnt seem to be far from my grasp. But to think bout it again, I didnt give up back then, n now that ive gone through this far, e more I shouldn’t right?

I guess ive done my part for e past 12 months, of not being perfect but at least true n faithful. I don’t wanna fight anymore. I will just go with ur flow.

2010-07-07T02:24:00.007+08:00

wasnt cus i was touched or happy, but angry n disappointed.

an action is an action. once done unfortunately it cannot be taken away.
but u are the most powerful person to prevent it.

2010-07-06T02:11:00.004+08:00

let me just tell u this,

'im worthless'

my face? nothing close to beautiful.

my skin? dark, rough n definitely not flawless.

my body? not sexy. BONCHET.

my hips? babats all over.

my boobs? small.

my teeth? not white.

my attitude? super no good.

my disciplinary? none. ALWAYS late.

my actions? always end up hurting others.

my studies? gone case.

my financial? always moneyless.

my spending habit? spendthrift.

my life? messy.

my future? *speechless*

i dont wish to be perfect.

but at least..

what a life. fully explained by this dull blog.

wants u BADLY!!!

2010-07-03T01:05:00.003+08:00

woody~

2010-07-03T00:46:00.002+08:00

CUTE BANGEEEEEET!!!

for my kid, i wish.

funny people.

2010-07-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

2010-06-14T14:27:00.000+08:00

check this out..

naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak PLEASE!!!

thank you very nice :D

2010-06-01T01:05:00.002+08:00

i know nobody cares especially when it comes to my elmos. but for those who care, E1's left eye dah tercabot. not sure whos e culprit but must be either e little girl or e fat boy! like who else kn? grrrrrrr!

on e other part of my life, i just so have this "something" over e word KARMA. dont know why but it just soooo DOESNT fit into me right now n never will it be.

have i ever done anything i shouldnt be doing to them? have i?

not that i expect good returns, but just look at how things have been.

is this what they call karma?

or maybe its just my destiny?

e thought of how painful it made me feel,

e judgements about their kind,

only god knows..

2010-05-26T15:47:00.000+08:00

ive always love to cook n bake thou i know outcome usually sucks -_-'' hehe,

tak sedap tkpe, at least dpt experience kn? tapi lau sedap lagi best laa of coz!

e last time im all busy2 browsing sites to cuci mata on mouth watering cakes n all was e uncles burstdae period?

so yea, went to pay e usual site a visit like finally.

http://community.livejournal.com/bakebakebake/

like a one stop site where u can get almost all e yummy stuffs recipes.

YUMMEH ♥

Peanut Butter Cupcakes with Peanut Butter Frosting

Chocolate Lava Cake

Chocolate Chocolate-Chip Muffins

will find a day to do it..

we shall seeeeeee, hohoho.

2010-05-26T15:17:00.000+08:00

malaysia's cbtl has got red velvet cake per..

nak can?

2010-05-26T14:07:00.000+08:00

where can i do this?